Those who can not express themselves can not appreciate beauty love or art.
they just opt out to lying.
And people who say “fuck yeah” to something that was good, more than likely are too pathetic to actually understand it. It be better if they just said nothing in honor of what is good but their imbecile mind can’t shut up.
Observations. You’ll see they check out.
“Sometimes people try to destroy you, precisely because they recognize your power — not because they don’t see it, but because they see it and they don’t want it to exist.”
three years I asked not to be alone on my birthday. and I’ve gotten the purest form of loneliness. it’s lead me to jail, enemies, and who knows what’ll be this year.
That idea came to me while driving and I realized there wasn’t anymore of your skin flakes on the passenger seat. 2 hours later it hits me what my brain was telling me. Came pretty close to crying in public. Maybe I should’ve cause a stranger could’ve asked what was wrong but no new person is ever going to care. The loneliness now sits in me. Even though for a couple of weeks I’ve been trying to be thankful for something new every morning when I wake up. And I try to do something good before the day ends. It’s gonna suck that my mom is leaving and it sucks to be truthful but I’m gonna miss that she took care of me. That’s when the a loneness is going to be the roughest and darkest. And no touch. Just my hand grabbing and nothing and grinding my jaw shut when I want to profess emotion.