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I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck
Fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
your niece would always stand just out of my left peripheral vision and just watch me.
she slept next to us.
and when i was talking to your nephews she would stop eating and just pay attention and i had to keep reminding her to eat.
she was so quiet.

your niece would always stand just out of my left peripheral vision and just watch me.

she slept next to us.

and when i was talking to your nephews she would stop eating and just pay attention and i had to keep reminding her to eat.

she was so quiet.

will i live out my days
with you being the only one
who was nice to me
why’d you have to love me
when i was dying
waking me to feel to find
warmth in you
washing my soul naked
wants dissolved and honesty took their place
words cant describe how you connected my childhood to the present
we both knew our magic
what we didnt know was how deep
waters ran under the earth

will i live out my days

with you being the only one

who was nice to me

why’d you have to love me

when i was dying

waking me to feel to find

warmth in you

washing my soul naked

wants dissolved and honesty took their place

words cant describe how you connected my childhood to the present

we both knew our magic

what we didnt know was how deep

waters ran under the earth

my sleeping bag is the closest thing I have to a home.
you left that too

vibe with me

if people didn’t care they never will. you can; be honest, build trust, respect them, give them chances - they’ll throw it away for nothing.
their blindness doesn’t mean your magic isn’t there. you still have to do what’s right. start including yourself in the equation already.
you’ve had enough loneliness and you need to not let it control you anymore.

never did i doubt my self until now about you.

. not once

every hour i know i lost .

8/10/14 23:26HRS

"Ah shit i neva text you back, im gettin down with hot chicks on a stripper pole"

salinas / berkeley

salinas / berkeley

still been having strong synchronicity

i was randomly talking about neil gaiman and thats robin williams daughtr released her thoughts about her pops. i had seen gaiman do a live reading of american gods and zelda was there doing the reading as well.

i cant remember how i randomly got a robin williams old comedy cd a couple of years ago. but it was pretty good for driving that winter.

im not as bummed as i am about p.s.h. passing. i didnt grow up with robin william movies, but i did enjoy his movies in my late teen years.

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why do people not acknowledge like the more darker films of actors? like even when they fought life’s hardest war and lost a costly battle, people still can’t recognize parts of them, thats what makes it all sad.